I have a nice day outside on a warm, May day
The breeze whistling in our hair and our mouths
As my friends and I chat non-stop
Just the few of us together forever until…
That wretched thing appears
It slithers up to my friends and takes them away, luring them
Into the depths of what is unknown to be
The May day has turned into Mayday
As my friends may have been hoisted away and never seen again
And what was this vile beast, you may ask?
One of their friends
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At first, I stood still and watched a small interaction
I wish I had something to say, but my lips were glued shut and my head with empty
I felt myself drifting away from my friend as they talked to another
Leaving me with nothing else to do
They’re my friend
How dare they spend time with other people?
When will they come back to me?
Whatever shall I do?
If I stop talking, stop laughing for a second, will they stop talking to me?
Will they fall into the clutches of another wild animal stealing them from me?
Would they forget about me?
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They just love stealing you, don’t they?
And you absolutely adore being away from me, right?
I see the way you dance with demons
Laugh in limbo
Play amongst decaying peonies
With those “friends” of yours
Any friend of yours is an enemy of mine, I say
As I see you slipping further from me
Becoming less of a friend and more of a stranger
I watch as you evacuate into the clutches of the wild beasts, longing for your return
But you don’t want to escape
You must adore those creatures more than me
You must enjoy being away from me
You must enjoy lavishly enjoying life without me and with them instead
All I know is…
It’s only a matter of time until you leave me
Who else will be there for me when they’re away?
The solitude of the clouds may hoist me
The breeze may never want to play with us again
Why can’t it be me instead?
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Why can’t I be stolen and snatched by another being?
And drive them mad with the eyes of emeralds
Have endless conversations and be fought over
As a prize to be won
Why do I have such a limited amount of thieves coming to me
Instead of my friends
If only someone would kidnap me from a conversation and spend time with me
Maybe then the monsters stealing my friends could have a chance
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Then I turn over the corner and look into the glass
I see the real monster inside of me
The ghost that’s been haunting my relationships for centuries, eons even
I try to let it out, but it won’t stop controlling me
As I keep trying to keep my friends to me and me alone
Then I ponder… Would I want the same thing?
No, I don’t think so
So finally, I break the glass, and the spirit slithers away
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